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Sunday, October 31, 2004

having O'level chinese exam today.. in the library now.. bored... studied so much over the past few days that my head feels like it is gonna explode! i dun even know why i am studying!!! i am NOT going to university! NO! haha.. my parents will freak of course.. i think after i finish college in melb. i'll go work for a while.. maybe i'll go study musik in uni after that..
my b'dae just passed.. went to chase spore idol.. haha.. i love sly and taufik and oli! :] i've got pics too!
anything fun to do during the holidays??? bah.. feel horrid now.. going for mass tonight.. haix..
oh yes! i need to go for a hair cut! my hair is sooooooooooooooooo out of shape [thats wad i think] i'll have another haircut before i leave, but i wanna have one this week!
:] yes and keith is very happy cause he went out with xuan yesterday.. he bought her a bag.. [ it's quite nice, and i have the same bag!] yepp. lalala, they had lots of fun and i think he wants to take her to watch shark tale.

x melwas here8:47 PM x

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Tuesday, October 19, 2004

heyhey!
IMPT: mello jello's b'dae is coming soon! 30 OCTOBER!

having fun at skool now.. exams are over... but we have to study for chinese o's ..... WHO CARES! HECK CHINESE!

x melwas here8:31 PM x

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Sunday, September 26, 2004

hello dear friends! i'm home!!!!!!!!! heh.. bet ya can tell i'm gonna be talkin crap today.. hmmm.. normal day today, church, lunch, [ got to eat chicken at last! my doctor said it should be alright] yepp, then went for that stupid tuition... i have to go lah.. exams comin soon..
lalas. went for a walk with a friend yesterday, bishan park, we walked for an hour or so. then we had dinner, had a drink at starbucks. [ mj's fav : iced coco ] :] yupps. then we just walked around... then went home, got home at 845?? i think, dead tired.. cos we walked so much. mom started naggin.. " you be comin home at 8, 9, 10 when we go to melb k? very dangerous leh.. understand?? did you hear me?? you cant you know??" seriously woman.. stop naggin.. i got your point! ugh. hate tt place, everyday must go home so early.. wad a boring life... nah.. i dun think they even have a life!
finally got to talk to sammo today. seems like we are driftin apart... tts how i feel.. we dun get to talk often... we are not even in the same country now... sammo, i miss you loads, hope china is fun and all [ know you still hate it but it'll get better] its so weird.. we were like so close before, and now i dun even get to talk to you everyday, or every week even.....

x melwas here9:12 PM x

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Wednesday, September 22, 2004

lalas. dyed my hair red. well, it was kinda red before, but now its REDDER. yeepp.. [red-head] really got RED on her head now.. [tts lame.. wads my prob..] i bought my guitar! guess wad, its RED! my whole world is either red or black... [ to the pple who are trying to copy ( wont mention who and who) : fuck off! stop copying me! give up you'll never be anything like me! ] bah.. shall try not to get too pissed over it.. but its irritating you know... anyway i collected the photos [ jael gave me a camera and asked me to take photos of myself... rmbr??] yeah yeah, collected em from the photo shop today.. hmm.. loads of stuff happened recently, but i cant be bothered to write now... i have a splittin headache... think its cos i studied last night, yepp, i crammed one whole book of chinese inta my head in a night.. HATE CHINESE! haha, but i got 90/100 for te last test! well, its cos i copied... bah.. funny lah, we had tt test last week, and we are havin another chinese test this week.. is my whole world revolving around bloody chinese words tt i can never eva read??!! [ hmm. i think tts just my headache..] shall go relax now... play my electric guitar!! haha, hmm... tt dun sound very relaxing.. wadeva

x melwas here6:04 PM x

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Friday, September 17, 2004

lalas. went to my hair dresser today. got new red highlights. they are quite bright. love red! anyway, i went with xuan [the most troublesome woman, but i still love her loads!] and mel chew [ one of the funniest pple i have ever met]. they got a hair cut. and it looks nice! yeah, and my hair dresser likes my bag! haha! she wants it too, so i'm helpin her buy one.
after our hair cut we went j8. and we ate and ate. then we ended up in macs. to eat again. and we were soooo lame, and bo liao tt we started writin poems to the cleaner! hahaha! i'll put them up later. yepp, and we asked this jc guys to help us take pic. [he hasnt sent me the pic yet....
wads his prob.. take so long... but he was very nice, i think he tot we were mad..]
tmr i need to go hospital ten cat class... then... hmm... i dun tink i've to go anywhere else after tt..

-redhead- kydd

x melwas here8:51 AM x

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Wednesday, September 15, 2004

Breaking Up the Girl

In a modern culture
My friend you must be careful
They've a million ways to kill you

In this dangerous world
There's an art to growing old
Taking chances
Magic happens

One mistake's all it takes
And your life has come undone
Walk away cause you're breaking up the girl
It's a drag
I know it's hard
But you're tearing her apart
Walk away cause you're breaking up the girl

I am afraid that there's much to be afraid of
Here today and gone tomorrow
Don't end up in the gutter
Just like the one before
You're just the same
Such a loser

One mistake's all it takes
And your life has come undone
Walk away cause you're breaking up the girl
It's a drag
I know it's hard
But you're tearing her apart
Walk away cause you're breaking up the girl

You've go to let her go because you're breaking up
You're breaking up the girl

x melwas here6:30 PM x

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Tuesday, September 07, 2004

I'm so happy
'cause today i found my friends
They're in my head
I'm so ugly
That's okay
'cause so are you
We've broken our mirrors
Sunday morning is everyday for all i care
And i'm not scared
Light my candles in a daze
'Cause i found God
Yeah, yeah, yeah (x6)Yeah!
I'm so lonely, that's okay,
i shaved my head
And i'm not sad
And just maybe i'm to blame for all i've heard
But i'm not sure
I'm so excited,
i can't wait to meet you there
And i don't care
I'm so horny,
that's okay my will is good
Yeah, yeah, yeah (x6)Yeah!
I like it... i'm not gonna crack
I miss you... i'm not gonna crack
I love you... i'm not gonna crack
I kill you... i'm not gonna crack
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x melwas here3:20 AM x

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boo! i'm so bored... i wake up early everyday, shower, then go to town.. bah... i'm living with my grandparents now.. they come over to my house and give us [me and amrie] food sometimes. my mom went over to melb. to visit my bro and discuss some stuff with my dad.. anyway, one day i was out in town at about 8?? yeah, then i saw sam and his girlfren.. so sad you know... but i'm ok now... i kinda knew anyway, he is too good to be available, and i'm already leaving.. yar, hate crushes, but they are a big part o my life, its quite excitin.. haha. crazy mello. argh! i need to get a job! i would have taken the one that woman on the street offered me[ the talent agancy thingy] if i knew tt i really had any talent.. seriously, i m so fat and you want me to believe that you are offering me a modelling job?? yeah right! wad can i model as? a tree?? haha.. but i need a job.. very badly.. i'm broke! i overspent! haix... wad can i work as?? hmm... i dun even have money to buy newspapers to look for a job! [ actually i do, i just cant be bothered to look thru the papers] hmmm... wad can i do tomorrow? anything fun?? oh yar, i forgot, i have no money to do anything anyway!
that day, i went out with jael, and she gave me a camera and asked me to go home and take pictures of myself.... so every morning before i go town i'll take a pic of myself.. and i look very dao in all the photos, cos i dun like to smile early in the morning.. amrie probably thinks i'm outta my mind or sumthing..

x melwas here2:36 AM x

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